You Went Away
You went away in early spring
Just as the birds began to sing,
When snow still lay upon the ground,
And robins could nowhere be found.
And we went walking through the snow
To find the place your grave would go,
With wooden hearts and clouded thoughts
Of all the pain this day had brought.
I heard the crunching sound our feet
Made in the snow which was not deep;
My thoughts were jumbled...rambling...wild;
How could it be we'd lost our child?
How could it be when you're not grown
You have to God already flown?
No answers came to soothe my soul,
Which from that day will ne'er be whole.
The earth has circled many times
Since first I heard those mournful chimes
And seasons come and seasons go,
Though still my heart's oft filled with woe.
Looking back, I realize
You took the sparkle from my eyes,
Bedimmed them both with pain and tears,
To suffer many lonely years.
That sense of loss is with me still
As I stand upon this ghostly hill
Where you and other children lie
In silent sleep beneath the sky.
And yet I know you lie not there;
Your soul can travel everywhere!
And someday you will come for me
And take me where I long to be.
I love you for eternity!
Written for my sweet Robbie on his 9th Angelversary
March 15, 2009
Saralyn McAfee Smith